Maybe.

Being in the library alone today, I did a self-reflection on the preaching my mother gave me yesterday.

And perhaps what she says is true.

You can't always get what you want in life.

Which makes me recall of a phrase I heard while watching some anime (can't recall which), "Things you want the most are usually unattainable."

Maybe, I should just stop sighing and accept fate the way it is.

Anyway, I was quite in a positive mood today, instead of succumbing to further depression.

Maybe because of the dream I had last night.
An unexpected visitor in my Lalaland.
Who told me to take care of myself and add oil.

I will strive on, even as a lone ranger.

Arigatou gozaimasu.